Meltdowns…
by crystal - January 21, 2010 11:40pm
One mini crisis after another today, sometimes I am glad that I am who I am. Because I tend to get everything managed even if I do freak out a bit. Over the last few months I have come back into myself, the self sufficient, independent gal I was before.
It is amazing when you are in a relationship how much of that you give up, how much you just start relying on another person for. So when I am carrying the 35 bottles of water up from the car to my apartment or when I have a car meltdown, the only person that can take care of it is me. I do everything for myself and I love it, but still there are these times when I wish I had someone else to wash the dishes (it seriously takes me two hours to wash them- ADHD and OCD tend to make for a weird combination when I want to get anything done) or to bring up the groceries.
But it is nice not to have to deal with other peoples meltdowns and only my own, I may swear and throw something but the only person who has to witness it is myself. I have been having fun, meeting guys (strictly casual seeing people as I am not in any mood or capability to date anyone.) getting ready to start my internship at what looks like an amazing company that specializes in EHR and Implementation. Just ordered my RHIT Exam Prep book so more hours dedicated to that. So I really just don’t have the time for a committed relationship nor do I really want one.
This afternoon my car decided not to work, yeah the battery wouldn’t work I believe because the serpentine belt has needed replaced for a bit and I kept putting it off. So right now my car sits at the service station at Harr until tomorrow. Cross your fingers it don’t cost a lot. But yet one more thing that I had to deal with this week. But everything is coming together 
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